Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Dried Flowers
An Emotional Mess!
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Untitled
It started out great....had plans to get off work late......dialed up ol girl made plans to head out straight.....to go get this bad red chick.....she couldn't be missed... long hair pink lips small waist...medium size hips...for a petite chick.....
but anyway... we cruising steady.... radio blasting blunt lit.... we got conversation going heavy....talking about how her relationship went bad and now she got a lil girl...fussing him out telling him this little girl doesn't even respect her own dad.....all the while she collecting her things form his pad.....
Scared trying to run away from the things in her past....in my mind I wonder is she ever gonna give me the ass...then I think to myself she could just be after me by the things that I have in my pad....trying not to forget what the streets taught me....
I know ...she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know.... she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....
I tell her to break the weed up.... he telling her he don't give a fuck....I know..... she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....
She ask can she stay the night.....just promise me you'll fuck me right.....she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....yea!
Now I been rocking with this chick about a year and a half now.....don't know where I went wrong....homies told me I should have left her ass alone....she knows your pockets are a little long.... don't come on to strong ......you need to send her back to where ever she came from.....but I didn't listen...mentally blocked from all the good lovin we made...in my own mind I'm sayin them niggas just trying to throw shade.....not knowing all the lust that we made...but little did I know it was all in vein.....this crazy bitch had me going truely insane...
I know she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....
I tell her to break the weed up.... he telling her he don't give a fuck....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....
She ask can she stay the night.....just promise you'll fuck me right.....she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....
Picture perfect....... looking from the outside in...but little did they know how deep I was in...having attachment issues .....listening to songs that gave him the blues....homies checking like dog this shit isn't you...don't let that needy bitch ruin you....as I proceed to nod my head and say true... they proceed ....dog that girl just wasn't right for you..stay true to yourself don't let her get the best of you...I guess she wasn't a rider....
I know she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....
Monday, April 8, 2013
Saturdays
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
The Perfect Mistake
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Imagination
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Just My Type
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Bad Blood
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Ashaiya Monroe
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Pillow Talk
Hello....what you up to?....just chillen listening to some tunes...I was like word.....you know who u talking to?....she said yea.....I'm surprised....she said why...I liked our conversation and you're a pretty interesting guy....
That day at the cafe was a pretty awesome day....she agreed and chuckled to herself I had fun I must say. I asked her how her day was she replied...ummmm it was OK.... she hit me with a follow up question like she had more to say.....what made u stop me the other day?.....I was like I like your smile and I peeped that coming down the street so I prepped myself in my mind for when I would speak.
She says interesting....don't mess with me I know game when I hear it and that shit is lame to me....that's what I wouldn't do is run game on you....I know u only protecting the only thing he hasn't taken from you. My mission is to make you feel like a lady....because lately your twitter status read different and ends with #SN thinking about #OOMF lately.
She says don't try to play me like you the only one on my mind..I say I'm not the enemy here I just want to borrow some of your time.
She just doesn't want to be hurt she says lately all she does is tell her self she's nothing and she's ugly....this is what he does to me...breaks me down I'm sick of crying.
I listen and take it all in...I switch the mood and asked what kind of things you like to get into?....she replied oh not much maybe a good play or stay in and listen to some good tunes....
I ask her .....What kind of music you listen to?....I little rhythm and blues mixed with a little old school. Oh yea that's my speed that's a definite plus when a women can enjoy some good tunes and shoot the breeze with a cup of wine......well liquor for me.
Where is your girl friend she asked.....I can't find anyone worth investing my time in. Every girl I meet just doesn't fit the puzzle you know.....something like a wrong puzzle piece.
She says oh that's deep I can dig that....believe me I know what its like to feel like your heart is under attack....we chatted a little longer as time whisked away....the perfect pillow talk on a rainy Saturday.
Monday, February 25, 2013
The Commencement
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Play Time
Monday, February 18, 2013
My Amazing
Under Moon lit grass I lay day dreaming....drifting off to a place where she exist only in my thoughts and dreams. Amazing love I never knew you in this way....soft to the skin even down to how you hair lays. I get lost in your word play....so I play with your words... purposeful conversations our words play on paper....amazing pen strokes our words become truth.
I rather be in an amazing place in an amazing mind state where our love is safe from the tainted thoughts of this place. Worldly thoughts have no place here...Amazing and interesting conversations....late nights.....early mornings our words dance the night away as if they have not a care in the world. Not the slightest .....amazing does not know worldly so there for its not worthy.
My Amazing where did you get lips like that? The color of the morning and wet like the dew you got me entertaining thoughts of " I do's." The power you have over me and that neo soul hair and an attitude that requires a snap of a finger and a slight roll of the neck....I know you mean business but you're still so amazing.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Family Ties
Some people take family for granted. Let's not wait until it's to late to appreciate what God has blessed us with.
You can't help but love your peoples...uncle telling little white lies as the flames of the fire light up the fire place.....my ears jump from conversation to conversation. Country talking that down south jargen....the smell of food baking in my aunts kitchen bridges hearts between strangers as they come and go. Strangers but only in spirit but familiar to the eyes. Various Ideas thrown around of how to catch the next money train with echoes of screams for bordings passes but they have none so I guess its back to square one.
Subliminals go un noticed passed around like blunts as I get high off thoughts of future blessings to come. Life is too short to worry about things that are uncontrollable...family is the greatest gift you can have they can see you through the bad.....stop the tears when you're sad. As I sit and write with this pen and pad words seem to come easy and so freely...a mute to the world but through this poetry my pen speaks for me........ you got to love family!
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Come Back to Me!
I still think about you and write about you until my pen hurts. It’s a good pain though smiling to myself as I write slow reminiscing about the times we argued and later asked each other what are we fighting for? I’ll take you hand and place it on my cheek and at that moment I knew I was complete. Now equipped to stand on my own two feet with my love by my side and satisfaction in my eyes, all that means there was no other woman for me.
Justin l. Futrell
She loved this song and its one of my personal favorites as well.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
A Better You
Our own kind slaughtered, our own children murdered. Sons and daughters with no fathers falling prey to the gutta. Resorting to the belly of the beast; having no choice but to pack the heat. Single parent households...mothers are finding it struggle everyday to eat and to put shoes on your child's feet. We tell people practice what you preach isn't that what they teach but you practice making babies and leaving your family to the streets.
Young women you see them wonder the streets looking for the missing puzzle piece. so she fills that void with sex, money and drugs but she still weeps. The tears that she cries leave a river of emotions yet she's still dry inside; wanting to cry but being a woman and black inspired she's much more than what is on the outside.
Black men I challenge you to take your future kings and queens and build them to be better than you. Let them know these streets are no place for you. So when that big hand is no longer on the move...you can rest and know you left behind a better you.
Justin L. Futrell
check this out.....he sounds like he has the smarts to be anything he wants but the streets got a hold of him.