This side of
me lurks in the shadows of the demonic part of my soul that holds the key to
unleashing the one I call the other. Flashing
its winning smile making a mockery of the jokers smile it puts me in my comfort
zone. Going to that dark place makes me
feel at home….alone in the dark left with my cynical thoughts…it plagues the
part and plays the part of me that is usually at the forefront. No gut instincts, it takes away the ability
to rationalize my thoughts…the light is mind provoking and tries to creep in
the unsystematic cracks that highlights the flaws of who really resides in
me. Flight or fight he resorts to fight,
impervious to the numerous attempts by the force that supposed to overcome the
darkness……the light has ultimately failed.
Some call him their alter ego…some may even call him the devil….I place
him on a different level….like a rabbit dog without a muzzle it seeks and
destroys but employs a certain wisdom not understood but to the vessel that
harbors this beast. The darkness lurks
in the crevices of the folds in the wings of angels and is flushed out by the
wind with every beat of their wings. This
is my other half…accepted but not embraced…prayed about but can’t be erased….this
is me...
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