Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Dried Flowers

this one is a special one from my mother Flo Campbell...writing runs in the family.


Some people in my office take a curious second look at me when they catch me rummaging through the office trash.  I was only removing what is left of a once beautiful arrangement.    Women in upper management receive the best floral designs.  Okay, okay I don’t do this often – only once or twice a year.  We recycle everything so these items are placed in a relatively clean receptacle. After the flowers they received have wilted and the miscellaneous buds start to drop off, the whole bouquet is tossed in the trash.  I could never do that.  I never have.  I never will.

Anyway, for years now, I’ve salvaged the most beautiful woody stems which make the best fillers and accents. I’ve created some of the most memorable arrangements this way, often returning these arrangements to the very person that tossed the flowers in the trash. 

During a lunchtime ride today, I was thinking about how I wanted to be remembered after God has called me back to himself.   Will it be for my singing, my praise, my contribution to the Sunday school lesson, my hugs or my kisses?  I wonder what people will remember as I journey toward the end of my life.  I also wonder what people in general will think after they notice that my hair has lost it’s luster and the gray has creped in, or the once strong spine has weakened causing my shoulders and head to slope forward – much like the flowers I find in the trash.  Will they see no usefulness?

I pray that I will be remembered in the same way that I used the vibrant dried flowers that I pulled from the trash.  I want to be remembers as an accent that returned joy to a broken heart or life to someone who has almost given up.  I want to be remembered as vividly as the yellow dried roses and purple statice or sea lavender that I rescued from recycling. 

I study everything – no matter how it looks and appreciate the fact that it contributes to the beauty of my surroundings.  That’s how I want to be remembered.

An Emotional Mess!

Weight lifted off my shoulders all I can think about is holding her…..the remedy to my soul…I fall to my knees just to admire how beautiful she is from head to toe…..
Heart flooded with emotions but no confusion nor doubt can creep into my mind….my mind is made up to not pick up where other have left my heart…..and that would be on the sidewalk….
Picked up by a stranger bandaged up…..heart was hurt but never gave up…..she seems to be the only girl that has ever given a fuck….keeps me lifted ….she admires my poetry….and thinks I am really gifted….takes time to listen… she seems to know me. 
I know its love cause everything fits just right……the missing puzzle piece that seems to fit just right….Like the perfect contrast of colors….and how the clouds blend with the blue skies above us.
I never make promises that I can’t keep…..but who would had ever thought that you promises would make me weak.
Your drive keeps me on my feet….you tell me I’m a good listener…..TRUE!!.....but I just love to hear you speak.  Your style……..so unique……I can’t think of anyone else who could compete…..no competition…..my amazing.
Not fond of the naked man on the front but this was the only one that was clear lol.


Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Untitled

I'm sure y'all are familiar with Currens$y and his song "She don't want a man" if not then you need to expand your genre of music but here is my rendition of it I hope you like.  Let me know what you think.


It started out great....had plans to get off work late......dialed up ol girl made plans to head out straight.....to go get this bad red chick.....she couldn't be missed... long hair pink lips small waist...medium size hips...for a petite chick.....

but anyway... we cruising steady.... radio blasting blunt lit.... we got conversation going heavy....talking about how her relationship went bad and now she got a lil girl...fussing him out telling him this little girl doesn't even respect her own dad.....all the while she collecting her things form his pad.....

Scared trying to run away from the things in her past....in my mind I wonder is she ever gonna give me the ass...then I think to myself she could just be after me by the things that I have in my pad....trying not to forget what the streets taught me....

I know ...she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know.... she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....

I tell her to break the weed up.... he telling her he don't give a fuck....I know..... she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....

She ask can she stay the night.....just promise me you'll fuck me right.....she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....yea!

Now I been rocking with this chick about a year and a half now.....don't know where I went wrong....homies told me I should have left her ass alone....she knows your pockets are a little long.... don't come on to strong ......you need to send her back to where ever she came from.....but I didn't listen...mentally blocked from all the good lovin we made...in my own mind I'm sayin them niggas just trying to throw shade.....not knowing all the lust that we made...but little did I know it was all in vein.....this crazy bitch had me going truely insane...


I know she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....

I tell her to break the weed up.... he telling her he don't give a fuck....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....

She ask can she stay the night.....just promise you'll fuck me right.....she don't want a man she just want to fuck.....

Picture perfect....... looking from the outside in...but little did they know how deep I was in...having attachment issues .....listening to songs that gave him the blues....homies checking like dog this shit isn't you...don't let that needy bitch ruin you....as I proceed to nod my head and say true...  they proceed ....dog that girl just wasn't right for you..stay true to yourself don't let her get the best of you...I guess she wasn't a rider....

I know she don't want a man she just wanna fuck.....I know she don't want a man she just want to fuck...she just want a man that she can fuck....

Monday, April 8, 2013

Saturdays

Play fights on a Saturday Morning waking up to you reminds me of waking up to the smell of fresh cut roses…..I left those for you…..next to the night stand.   Silk sheets…you lying up under me…..movie playing…as the rain daces off the window pane as I watch you sleep.
Wake up from a long slumber the smell of breakfast cooking makes you wonder…..why is he so good to me…make no mistakes you know the answer to that question. 
Sweatpants and one of my shirts…you step out the room looking better than you did when we first met….table set……breakfast for two but all my focus is on you.
Pretty as the sunflower that sits in a vase on the window seal….your heart is up for grabs so I take it and stash….these other lames out here want what they can’t have….So I want to protect it….if she offered me the job I would accept it…..only been on call for a few hours now and I’m already promoted.
I prayed for a women like you….now you are here in front of me having breakfast…..God choose you to be my angel and I have to accept it.
Looking forward to many more Saturdays like this…pillow fights and breakfast….leaving sunflowers for you on the window seal and notes that say you’re amazing and picturing your thought process like I can’t believe he wrote this….on a Saturday!

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Perfect Mistake

Met this little joint through a mutual friend…..I could tell that she was digging the kid….so I stepped to engage in some conversation…hit her with a little word play.....made her see things my way……she dug what I had to say  so I slid my number her way….she put it in her mobile…..then I got mobile and slid to the next spot to the north side where the more high class chicks stay…..flashy cars and nice apartments home all on another niggas dime …depending on their looks to get them what they want every time… now that’s just the way they lived…..all that mattered to them is how nice the guys crib was….what kind of car he’s driving and how much he’s willing to spend to get it.  I won’t one of those niggas so they never really checked for me but they knew of me from who my peoples be…. that’s how light skin came about I met recently. 
…the glow of my phone alerted me to an incoming call…..haven’t saved the number yet so it’s coming up as phone….a 919 number though….so I answered….HELLO…deep down I knew who it was…..but I wasn’t  really sure.   Thick Northern accent…not mention an ass to match it…I caught on quick and said who it is…so she caught on quicker and said you knew who it was nigga…why didn’t you reply quicka…. To the text message I sent…. I had no missed messages….  I told her……..she told me to come show her…I thought about it…..thought about it long enough and I told her I’ll be right over.
Pulled up to the drive way….L still lit…looked down In my cup and I still had a few more crown royal sips….looked to my right of the car and she is standing there in her house pants small T-shirt and all hips.
Couldn’t wait until to get into those vagina lips…but I kept it cool because I’m no fool I knew this chick had a reputation to be fast and quick… and is known for getting you into some kind of shit…..walked up smooth…..eyes low and I just finished the last bit on liquor that was in my cup….I’m ready to turn up.  Dark stair well….. the climb to her bed room I’m sure is going to be well worth it….the nights been going well so far why shouldn’t this be picture perfect...what I didn’t know is she had a lot of emotion…the type that give you the ass….fold like in a poker game and throw all her cards in…..having attachment issues…reading too deep into things arguing about things we shouldn’t have to.  Just glimpses in to the future…sleeping with enemy I had no idea.  Come inside meant to cross the threshold…got caught up…and crossed the threshold and came inside…. But I only came by for a night… and what was done in the heat of passion wont right… but that’s the choice I made and the bed that I made…. so I’m playing in it……no plans in staying in it….boy the choice I made…now I’m living it.  

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Imagination

kick back and let Goapele take your "Imagination" to a place where you find your perfect peace of mind.


Let’s have a drink….dance with me.  Take my hand we will dance the night away….dream about a place far away… where the dew plays and the blades of grass throughout the field seem to wave.
The night is ours and time is on our side…..you’re on the other side of me….my right hand woMAN…fingers locked with mine….we feel each other’s heart beat.
Conversations that seem to last well into the wee hours of the morning…..interesting girl I might add…..bright mind we talk about everything under the stars….from politics to cars….to what is the true purpose of the stars….to why the sky blue.....I say…. God did that just for you.
The color of the honey bee… down to the shape of a cypress tree…..she speaks intelligently and handles her business flawlessly ….a bad chick things just come effortlessly.
The definition of Elegance ….style and good taste….distinction and admirable neatness…and a smile that would light up the place….Running through the fields of your gracefulness…..i stop and smell the daisies and they remind me of you….how sweet you are and how I admire your patience….I can’t help but want to spoil you.
Living a dream where worldly problems can’t enter and we can have conversations with the planets as we entertain our thoughts….pay no mind to the underlying suggestions that I want to throw at you….hoping you catch it like it was just thrown at you.
The stars narrate the story line of our fate ….if you read the intro …you will want to read more and more and more….until the book is done and you found what your heart came looking for.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Just My Type

Good qualities…. book and street smarts…..a man’s perfect woman….mine at least.  Sweet but feisty the kind of woman I wouldn’t mind having beside of me. That DC type….. the kind when you walk in a party you have no choice but to turn up and get hype….but at the same time she’s more of the stay at home type.
Kick back and roll a J and sip wine type…..motivated by her dreams and ideas that turns me on to the highest power that’s the best part about her.  Freaky side of course and likes to stay in the limelight ….. But you would never know unless she thinks you’re her type.
 Tucked away and never shows it to the unjustly….. I guess I’m one who just got lucky…. but didn’t reveal too much it was one of those I can show you better than she could tell me.
The type that won’t wear a wedding ring….she just want to get money and do her own thing…make her dreams a reality and do it “BOSS”……she got it written on her front plate of her car and it’s in her walk.
Just my type…simple….. Yet fly….rather laugh than cry….loves to express what she feels inside… but she will never let you see her cry on the outside.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Bad Blood

Aight I been working on this piece for about 3 weeks.   I did a little venting on this one.  No need for an intro I think the title says it all.

Enjoy!


2 years….2 years and it was all in vein.  I was excited to make you my main….tried to give you everything….but you tossed it all away.
You try to play me for a fool…had me running behind you…had me by my strings a real puppet master...just another puppet to you.
You promised you would never hurt me…HA! A fool to believe….but a human I am so I followed my heart...a fool I am to let him lead.  Looked me in the eye and said you would never leave.  My heart hurts…only because I’m human so this pain is only temporary….
That can be healed…bandaged up ……walk it off like I don’t give a what…..but it hurts too much.  I thought you were for me but I was blind to see that you never really belong to me.  Stuck by your side…..I was something like your ride or die…..the twinkle in my eye…. Should of know it was a matter of time before that twinkle went out….turns out that twinkle in my eye was a shard of glass that brought tears to my eyes……what a surprise!   
Out of character…..I’m not the one to cry over spoiled milk or a spoiled trick.  I could have been loving the one who cared the most……but I chose to stay on a boat that wasn’t meant to float.  Now we’re up the creek with no paddle… no life jackets...no hope.
I choose to keep you close and pushed the other chicks away…I knew I should have listened to her when she told me to stay, that girl isn’t for you anyway.  I brushed her off and told her she didn’t know what she was talking about …got on that bus and took the wrong damn route. 
Now the first mistake was taking the bus when I had Lear jets lined up…… but my mind was clouded and my stomach felt crummy.  Thought it was butterflies from the puppy love but it was a warning from the man above me. I Should of listened now I’m sitting here with regrets ……how could you quit like this……I always kept it on some boss shit….but you decided to bitch and hit me with a text that said in a nut shell that you quit.
Through my words and this pen; my wounds will heal and as you become a figure of my imagination I will continue to write and become buried.  No worries it makes for a good story….ink for a blank page to put my thoughts on blank paper.  Therapy for the mind time for my thoughts to take over.


Halfcrazy *Musiq Soulchild*


Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Ashaiya Monroe

I had a special request for this one.  Ash I hope you enjoy it and to everyone else. 


Having you would have been sweet…. Listening to the sweet sound of pitter patter of little feet.  Take you to your first dance and be there to tell me about your first kiss… I would have loved to be the one to give you advice from a man’s perspective and kiss you and send you off with best wishes…until you return from school and you ask for nothing but junk food… because when you were in your mothers belly that’s all she liked to do…..
McDonald's Carmel mocha was me and your mom’s thing back in the day…..so I guess it’s safe to say you would have been the same way.  Into the expensive make ups I’m sure your moms would have taught all of that to you……. down to what kind of hair to buy to what are the best chick flicks to cry to.  I could never understand why she cried at mushy movies…… but her tears would still manage to move me.
A joy and a wonderful addition to our lives you would have been…..seeing you grow up as a reflection of the two best people God picked to care for you….wipe your tears when the world seems to hurt you.  We both hold a special piece of you close to our soul….a blessing in the form of memory….gives me something to think about what a life would have been like with a little mini me.
Think of us as you dance with the angel’s …..I’m sure God gave you the most stylish robe and stitched on the sleeve that says…..Ashaiya Monroe!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Pillow Talk

This is Part two of "The Commencement"



Hello....what you up to?....just chillen listening to some tunes...I was like word.....you know who u talking to?....she said yea.....I'm  surprised....she said why...I liked our conversation and you're a pretty interesting guy....
That day at the cafe was a pretty awesome day....she agreed and chuckled to herself I had fun I must say.  I asked her how her day was she replied...ummmm it was OK.... she hit me with a follow up question like she had more to say.....what made u stop me the other day?.....I was like I like your smile and I peeped that coming down the street so I prepped myself in my mind for when I would speak.
She says interesting....don't mess with me I know game when I hear it and that shit is lame to me....that's what I wouldn't do is run game on you....I know u only protecting the only thing he hasn't taken from you.  My mission is to make you feel like a lady....because lately your twitter status read different and ends with #SN thinking about #OOMF lately.
She says don't try to play me like you the only one on my mind..I say I'm not the enemy here I just want to borrow some of your time.
She just doesn't want to be hurt she says lately all she does is tell her self she's nothing and she's ugly....this is what he does to me...breaks me down I'm sick of crying.
I listen and take it all in...I switch the mood and asked what kind of things you like to get into?....she replied oh not much maybe a good play or stay in and listen to some good tunes....
I ask her .....What kind of music you listen to?....I little rhythm and blues mixed with a little old school. Oh yea that's my speed that's a definite plus when a women can enjoy some good tunes and shoot the breeze with a cup of wine......well liquor for me.
Where is your girl friend she asked.....I can't find anyone worth investing my time in.  Every girl I meet just doesn't fit the puzzle you know.....something like a wrong puzzle piece.
She says oh that's deep I can dig that....believe me I know what its like to feel like your heart is under attack....we chatted a little longer as time whisked away....the perfect pillow talk on a rainy Saturday.

Monday, February 25, 2013

The Commencement

I kind of drifted into my perfect world with this one but I like this one myself.  I think the way you approach a women says a lot about a man for a first impression in a woman's eyes.  Watching this classic *Just Friends* by one of my favorite male singers (Musiq Soulchild) made me want to write this.  I'm thinking about making this a series so stay tuned..... enjoy!


Excuse me!  I seen you from a far….couldn’t help but notice the way you walk and how beautiful you are.  Can I have a minute of your time to tell you how fine you are?  I know I’m a stranger you just met and this seems bizarre. 
I can tell that you like the finer things and I do too….this is why I choose you.  From the beauty of the snow capped mountains to the blue that reflects off the sea…..Just your simplicity does it for me.
I would like to show you a night out on the town…..from the count of those bags in your hand a little retail therapy…. I can tell that man you have turns your smile to a frown.
Motivated by the fragrance of your perfume….i slowly read into to you….
Let’s stroll to the nearest cafĂ© and talk about you because I’m so interested in you……where do we begin?  I don’t want to get to personal on the first day….so let’s lighten up the mood over two lattes….one sugar….and a nice day.
 I got you comfortable and a clear mind now it’s time to find out what kind of damage the world  has done inside….I get there will be a mountain I’ll have to climb and a valley that’s low…getting to know you is half the battle but for now let’s take it slow.
She diggin me I can tell….. how she never checks the clock or even checks her cell.  She’s talking about how about how he’s not emotionally in tune and she is getting pushed away…how other dudes be checking for her but she tries to stay faithful but I guess this was my lucky day.
 After hours of conversation it’s getting late and by the conversation we have she has much more to say…..It’s only us and the manager is bugging us to leave so she can close this damn cafĂ©.  With time not on our side today I can see the disappointment in her face.
  Her phone rings and its him…. she realizes the time… grabs her bags….smiles and says I hope to see you again…I reply I hope to see you too and just dial that number I left you… whenever you pledge sigma…she looked at me confused…. I replied with a smile……. whenever he makes you feel blue.




Thursday, February 21, 2013

Play Time

The video below is one of my favorites from ZO! (from Detroit based out of DC) one of The Foreign Exchanges's ( from Durham NC) artist.  the song " Make love to me" ( Sun Storm album) feat Monica Blaire goes good with this poem so check it out.

Shhh!! Tonight I explore your body and take your mind of the worries of the day……..a sacred place.
I know you have much to say……but time is of the essence …..You been ready for this all day……but for now lay on the bed and participate in this game I like to play.
Close your eyes and feel my lips skate across your thighs…..up and down ummmmm so good to my soul…..I’m going for that pot of gold in the middle of your rainbow. 
All I want is to taste your love….drink you nectar until you shake and quiver…..you know you can count on me to deliver….
Those fingers……grippen and that lip starts to quiver…..just hold on for a bit more it gets much better.
My face shining like glitter…..from diving face first into your river…..I’ll swim forever….so tasty!!!
Now your weak from the intro and it’s time to do what I came for….that was just a little foreplay now it’s time to enter your world…..slow…strokes and heavy breathing….I’m in too deep so there is no saving……you…..just lay there and let me satisfy your craving…..with an elevated heart rate I make you keep pace.
I lick my lips to the expressions you make on your face….ummmm!!!! This shit is amazing.  Biting lips and swaying hips I can tell you like it like this.
There it goes….that right leg starts to shake….you looking at me like this is about all I can take.  Screams of faster and vulgar language while I speed up the pace……this means we are in the heat of passion….CLIMAXED!!!..... I can’t budge!

You fall to my chest….with heavy breathing still….with whispers of you’re the best…..the bed is your resting place….from your head to your neck…..you know….Your favorite place.  My finishing touches I listen as your body is laid to rest……sweet dreams.


Monday, February 18, 2013

My Amazing

Here is another one; I thought I would play with yall's imaginations a little bit. This poem describes the kind of woman I think would fit me if i could construct the perfect woman, and her name would be "Amazing."

Under Moon lit grass I lay day dreaming....drifting off to a place where she exist only in my thoughts and dreams.  Amazing love I never knew you in this way....soft to the skin even down to how you hair lays.  I get lost in your word play....so I play with your words... purposeful conversations our words play on paper....amazing pen strokes our words become truth. 

I rather be in an amazing place in an amazing mind state where our love is safe from the tainted thoughts of this place.  Worldly thoughts have no place here...Amazing and interesting conversations....late nights.....early mornings our words dance the night away as if they have not a care in the world.  Not the slightest .....amazing does not know worldly so there for its not worthy.

My Amazing where did you get lips like that?  The color of the morning and wet like the dew you got me entertaining thoughts of " I do's." The power you have over me and that neo soul hair and an attitude that requires a snap of a finger and a slight roll of the neck....I know you mean business but you're still so amazing.

In my dreams you exists with no flaws or faults just long walks and good talks about how one day we will meet in real life.  But for now lets dream where everything seems so right and everything is what it seems; my dream girl I call her my everything.


Andre's word play is crazy in this joint. As a writer I can appreciate the weirdness of his word play.  You have to be open minded when it comes to 3000....that's just my opinion.



Saturday, February 16, 2013

Family Ties

Some people take family for granted.  Let's not wait until it's to late to appreciate what God has blessed us with.


You can't help but love your peoples...uncle telling little white lies as the flames of the fire light up the fire place.....my ears jump from conversation to conversation.  Country talking that down south jargen....the smell of food baking in my aunts kitchen bridges hearts between strangers as they come and go.  Strangers but only in spirit but familiar to the eyes.  Various Ideas thrown around of how to catch the next money train with echoes of screams for bordings passes but they have none so I guess its back to square one.

Subliminals go un noticed passed around like blunts as I get high off thoughts of future blessings to come.  Life is too short to worry about things that are uncontrollable...family is the greatest gift you can have they can see you through the bad.....stop the tears when you're sad.  As I sit and write with this pen and pad words seem to come easy and so freely...a mute to the world but through this poetry my pen speaks for me........ you got to love family!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Come Back to Me!

Every man has that one female that will always have a special place in their heart and no other female can claim no matter who he's with. That one woman will always hold that place the current chick can not have.  In my case I definitely have a reserved place in my heart for a particular woman and after 9 years we still feel the same about each other like it was day one.

Hope you enjoy!



I still think about you and write about you until my pen hurts.  It’s a good pain though smiling to myself as I write slow reminiscing about the times we argued and later asked each other what are we fighting for?  I’ll take you hand and place it on my cheek and at that moment I knew I was complete.  Now equipped to stand on my own two feet with my love by my side and satisfaction in my eyes, all that means there was no other woman for me. 
It’s been 9 years since the day you told me you had to leave me; to go back home to that island in the middle of the sea.   One thing I regret is that you never saw that tear drop come out of me. Maybe we can meet again in my dreams you’re so far away but our souls remain connected as one.  In my dreams I run after you but the ground doesn’t seem to move; but the upside to this dream is I’m not allowed to give up on you.
 With nothing but space you can smell the love in this place. So I give chase in hoping to replace this space with beauty and by definition beauty is your face.  You traveled the highways of my heart and paved the way for the women who can’t equal to a woman like you.  My first love I still breathe your name and live for one day we can meet again. 
My angel has taken flight with a promise that her halo belongs to me and our love will always run deep as the sea and as far as the eye can see.  I reply “I see” and I ask a follow up question…. “Can it be for eternity?”  She smiles flashing that heavenly smile then the sun shined and said definitely.
No one can love me the way you have and that what makes me sad… because when that drake song came out I nodded to myself like she was the best I ever had.  These words are starting to flow from my pen because these words are from within.  I’m counting on you to knock at the doors of my heart and I’ll answer and place my finger on your lips and say step in.
Is it a sin to lust after your soul mate but in reality it looks like check mate because I’ve taken you as my queen.  T You mean just that much to me; if our love runs as deep as the sea and as far as the eye can see I’ll send our love in a bottle to you and hope you make it back to me.

                                                                                                                         Justin l. Futrell
She loved this song and its one of my personal favorites as well.




I used to sing this song to her back when JE was dope!
                                                                                                                                                                               

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

A Better You

I was inspired to write this after watching an MSNBC and watching these 15 16 17 year old boys and girls being locked up for stupid things like running away from home, gang crimes, drugs and stealing a $1.38 can of soda and shooting the clerk because he didn’t want to get caught.  Our prisons are filled with majority of our black brothers and sisters and I’m tired of hearing about kids dying at a young age because they feel like they do not have a family at home and resorting to the streets where they make you feel like you are loved but at a heavy price.




Our own kind slaughtered, our own children murdered.  Sons and daughters with no fathers falling prey to the gutta. Resorting to the belly of the beast; having no choice but to pack the heat.  Single parent households...mothers are finding it struggle everyday to eat and to put shoes on your child's feet.  We tell people practice what you preach isn't that what they teach but you practice making babies and leaving your family to the streets. 

Young women you see them wonder the streets looking for the missing puzzle piece.  so she fills that void with sex, money and drugs but she still weeps.  The tears that she cries leave a river of emotions yet she's still dry inside; wanting to cry but being a woman and black inspired she's much more than what is on the outside. 

Black men I challenge you to take your future kings and queens and build them to be better than you.  Let them know these streets are no place for you. So when that big hand is no longer on the move...you can rest and know you left behind a better you.

                                                                                                                              Justin L. Futrell


check this out.....he sounds like he has the smarts to be anything he wants but the streets got a hold of him.